Been holding on to things long gone
Don't know what to tell myself in situations like that
I'm happy when you're around and you make me laugh and smile
But in the end the story is still the same
You're here but I'm far behind
Because you see whats here and I'm still blind
My feelings are hard to tell because I don't want to show everything
Don't know what keeps me hanging on after all this time
After all these years you'd think I'd learn
But something keeps tugging at me
Don't know what it is or why
But for some reason some days I just can't get you off my mind
I hope your happy with your life I really am
But if you only knew what was in my mind maybe you'd find it less kind
Of whay you do when you do nothing at all
I wish I could tell you to go away, to leave me alone
But I know if I did that it wouldn't make it any better for me
I wonder from time to time if I'm doing something wrong
Or if its you who's doing something RIGHT
Cause never will we be once again like I've always thought
And maybe its just me whos losing sleep tonight
Its time to let go I've known this for awhile
But each thought about it makes it that much harder
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
But I need to find what makes it RIGHT
Cause I don't want to be the only one losing sleep tonight